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Ulrika Johnson remembers the heartache of being abandoned by her partner after their baby’s heart surgery

Ulrika Johnson has shared her grief over her partner’s passing shortly after their infant daughter Beau’s heart operation.

In her last column with the sunThe TV personality, 54, has opened up at the agonizing time of her split from then-partner Marcus Kempin, who went to live abroad just weeks after giving birth to Beau, now 21.

Speaking candidly in her essay, Ulrika confesses her fear that Poe and Marcus will meet again because they happen to be in the same country, revealing that the guild can “open a can of worms.”

This is my girl: Ulrika Jonsson shared her grief over her partner who was discharged shortly after the life-saving heart operation for their infant daughter Bo (pictured with Bo in 2019)

Discussing the time before Marcus left, Ulrika said there were already “fractures” in their relationship even before their daughter was born and told how there were “red flags” when they tried to live together previously to no avail.

On his departure, she told of how he was standing “outside the birth ward” smoking cigarettes and “planning to escape” while she struggled to give birth.

She continued, ‘After her first operation at six days old, I was allowed to take her home. On the way, in the car, he announced that he had accepted a job abroad and would soon leave.

Heartache: In her latest column with The Sun, the TV personality, 54, has opened up about the agonizing time of her split from then-partner Marcus Kempen, who went abroad just weeks after giving birth to Beau, 21, (pictured). With Marcus while pregnant with Beau in 2000.

Heartache: In her latest column with The Sun, the TV personality, 54, has opened up about the agonizing time of her split from then-partner Marcus Kempin, who went abroad just weeks after giving birth to Beau, 21, (pictured). With Marcus while pregnant with Beau in 2000.

I sat in the back of the car, cuddling my baby – not my baby. I knew she was chronically ill, and might not survive heart operations in the future – half of her parents had just deserted her.

Ulrika emotionally explained that the depression she soon experienced was one of the deepest and darkest periods of her life, and insisted that she fought relentlessly for Marcus to have a place in it. [Bo’s] life.’

The former Gladiators hostess went on to think of Bo, who works as a nanny in Greece, where she first met her father almost 21 years ago, with Markus also currently in the same country.

Concerns: Speaking candidly in her article, Ulrika confesses her fear that Poe and Marcus will meet again because by chance they are in the same country, revealing that the union could 'open a can of worms'

Concerns: Speaking candidly in her article, Ulrika confesses her fear that Poe and Marcus will meet again because by chance they are in the same country, revealing that the union could ‘open a can of worms’

Annoying: 'After her first operation at six days old, I was allowed to take her home.  On the way, in the car, he announced that he has accepted a job abroad and will be leaving soon'

Annoying: ‘After her first operation at six days old, I was allowed to take her home. On the way, in the car, he announced that he has accepted a job abroad and will be leaving soon’

She told Ulrika of her “anxiety” and “anxiety” about meeting them without her present, fearing that her door would open a “can of worms” that she was “not ready” to confront.

She said, ‘If she wanted to meet him, I always supported her and I always will. It has been an unsettling sense of hope and fear these past few weeks… If it can enrich or improve her life, who am I to stand in their way? I never made up her mind about her biological father.

Ulrika is also mother to son Cameron, 26, with John Turnbull, daughter Martha, 17, with Lance Gerard Wright and son Malcolm, with ex Brian Monet.

Abandoned: I sat in the back of the car, cuddling my baby - not my baby.  I knew she was chronically ill, and might not survive heart operations in the future - half of her parents had just deserted her.

Abandoned: I sat in the back of the car, cuddling my baby – not my baby. I knew she was chronically ill, and might not survive heart operations in the future – half of her parents had just deserted her.

Worried: I told Ulrika about

Worried: Ulrika tells of her “worry” and “worry” about meeting them without her present, fearing he might open a “can of worms” for her daughter that she’s not ready to “confront

Family: Ulrika is also mother to son Cameron, 26, with John Turnbull, daughter Martha, 17, with Lance Gerard Wright and son Malcolm, with ex Brian Monnet

Family: Ulrika is also mother to son Cameron, 26, with John Turnbull, daughter Martha, 17, with Lance Gerard Wright and son Malcolm, with ex Brian Monnet

Ulrika has often been open about her daughter Beau’s heart condition, and in April of this year revealed that Beau – who has a congenital heart defect – was hospitalized.

The star had to nervously wait for the test results of her sick daughter after she was hospitalized overnight, with Ulrika Give hourly reports on your progress in that time.

Bo has been in and out of the hospital over the years as a result of her condition – she He was born with a left ventricular double defect, a congenital defect that affects the valves and chambers of the heart.

Tough time: Ulrika has often been open about her daughter Beau's heart condition, and in April of this year revealed that Beau - who has a congenital heart defect - was hospitalized

Tough time: Ulrika has often been open about her daughter Beau’s heart condition, and in April of this year revealed that Beau – who has a congenital heart defect – was hospitalized

As a child, she had to undergo a life-saving surgery on her heart – but Ulrika wouldn’t reveal why Poe was hospitalized.

Previous Month Ulrika Poe praised her as a “fighter” when she went for a medical exam.

The TV presenter shared a series of snaps on Instagram Stories of Bo as she lies in the doctor’s office while receiving a liver scan.

The former Celebrity Big Brother star posted a photo of the two sitting together in the waiting room where she called Bo a “CHD Warrior.”

Brave: The star had to wait nervously for the test results of her sick daughter after she was hospitalized overnight, with Ulrika giving hourly reports on her progress at the time

Brave: The star had to nervously wait for the test results of her sick daughter after she was hospitalized overnight, with Ulrika giving hourly reports on her progress at the time

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